Catch My Disease
Just a quick post because I didn't quite say everything that was going on in my mind this weekend. Ha, if Daisy could read my post-title she'd probably be through the moon. But it was the only song lyric I could think of on the spot that talks about diseases.
Aidan let me know that he went and got tested over the weekend. Anytime I've had a moment to myself my brain has gone into warp freak-out mode over how stupid I have been. He came out clean, so...you know...goody for him and all, but that doesn't make me look any less stupid. SO many scenarios. So so many.
All the other girls value their health enough that they insist that he be safe all the time. I don't speak up so he gets a "gimme."
Since it would appear that I don't value my own health why should he value my health as well, right?
It had been 8 months or so between the times I was with him. I got my annual checkup shortly after the time before our most recent get-together and I was fine th...