Bellini-induced Brain Freeze

I think things are looking up for me. I finally found some guys that seem normal and who can carry an enjoyable conversation and not just 3-word replies! Woo! The biggest surprise, boys and girls, is that I went out on Thursday and tried speed dating with SANDy. Yes, speed dating. How was it? A supreme gong show. Super supreme. Luckily, we had found an online deal for this speed dating company...and with a theme night called "travel lovers" how could we go wrong, right? Oy. Vey. But I can't be totally down on speed dating. The very first guy I met ended up being my favorite of the night and we matched, so that's cool. I'll keep you posted; I believe we are going to try and see each other again this week. Would I ever try speed dating again? I don't know. Certainly not at full price because the experience us ladies had would have been a rip off at full price. Quite a few of the guys I talked to mentioned that they had received emails inviting them to come to ...

I'll catch up on posting my paper cranes some other time. There have been so many occasions when I wanted to write something down and I held back because I had not made a paper crane to go with the post. And then I realized how dumb that was... (So let go) So let go Jump in Oh well whatcha waiting for It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown ~Frou Frou Two years ago I jumped back into whatever this is that I have with Aidan. Two. Years. I thought it was my turn to be with him. But if anyone else was going through whatever this is I would have told them to just get over it and walk away. Two years. And that's not even counting the time before that (thought short-lived) and then the time I waited on the sidelines while he had a girlfriend. He's obviously looking for a new girlfriend now. And somehow it's obviously not me. I signed into one of those multi-chat-program apps on my ipod tonight and I saw so many instances of him. Do you realize ...